HOLY THURSDAY 2003
By Alice Knowles, April 17, 2003
Tonight's liturgy is most powerful, it is commemorating the inception
of the Eucharist; we all have images of Holy Thursday, the Lord's
Supper or the Last Supper. I spent my formative years in Boston,
I was brought up in a strict Catholic household, I attended Mass
daily with my father, I attended public schools and I was a girl.
Holy Thursday was one of the church's holy day's that made it
very apparent to me that I could not partake in yet another sacred
ritual. At the time my father confirmed that because I was a girl,
I would never be having my feet washed at this service; at the
time only priests had their feet washed. I have gotten over most
of that, but the church continues to exclude me as a gay woman
from its sacraments and blessings.
I would like to share with you a simple poem about this sacred
ritual that A.R. Ammons wrote.
"The Foot-Washing:"
Now you have come,
the roads
humbling your feet with dust.
I will wash your feet
with springwater
and silver care:
The odor of your feet
is newly earthen,
honeysuckled
bloodwork in blue
raisures over the white
skinny anklebone;
if I have wronged you
cleanse me with the falling
water of forgiveness.
And woman, your flat feet
yellow, gray with dust,
your orphaned udders flat,
Lift your dress
up to your knees
and I will wash your feet:
feel the serenity
cool as cool springwater
and hard to find:
if I have failed to know
the grief in your gone time,
forgive me wakened now.
This poem encapsulates the humility of the act that Christ performed;
he did for the disciples what he expected them to do for others;
he wanted no judgment involved; he washed the feet of the man
who would betray him. Washing feet is a symbol of welcome to guests
after a tiresome journey, it's a message of forgiveness and it's
an opportunity to serve. My exclusion as a girl; a public school
student who was banished to the back of the church bred some degree
of humility; and tonight in this community not only had my feet
washed at a Maundy Thursday service, I was able to wash the feet
of others.
Today we renew the commitment that Christ made to us. That covenant
is a solemn commitment between God and the people. This covenant
we have with God is our own agreement. It is our agreement to
love one another as Christ loved us. In this community, of Dignity,
we have made a commitment, a covenant of some magnitude with each
other. We support and care for each other. It is in the simple
acts in this community of a contribution to the Neighborhood Action
Council, in the world outside it is the act of recycling to save
the environment, in our daily interactions it is a smile, a greeting,
a touch Ñ all allow us to fulfill our part in the covenant. You
can never underestimate the power of your loving actions and to
use the words of Barbara Kingsolver in Small Wonder;
"God is in the detail."
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